I m always feeling bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!?
It is so strange to always meet life and experience with one feeling so i wonder if underneath the boredom you have a feeling that you would rather not consciously face so cover all the cracks with boredom.
Also you talk of you making yourself bored so if you are capable of doing that you are capable of making yourself feel another feeling.
Try next time you feel bored to question yourself.
How could I make this a more fulfilling expereince?
What is stopping me being involved and excited?
What am I really afraid of here?
What woudl it take to excite me?
Only you have the key to your own boredom - when I was less than your age it was because i coudln’t think of what I wanted to do, or couldn’t commit to one thing over another - but that was me.